Train To Somewhere New

Hello,

I'm working again today, I got up at seven (reluctantly) and now I am on my laptop until about quarter to nine when I have to get ready.

Doctor who is tonight and of course I am excited. I saw a bit of the Graham Norton show last night with Peter Capaldi in it. Doctor who is the one thing my whole family watches together, it is pretty much the only thing I watch at all actually. I like movies but I don't watch much TV.

I keep wishing that I could just wake up one morning and get on a train and go somewhere new. Just drop everything and leave. I want to get away and see something I haven't seen before, I wish I could just go, as if I had nothing keeping me here, no job or family to worry about me. I know I can't but sometimes I wish I could. There is so much of the world I haven't seen and I want to see more of it before I die. I hope I will get to travel one day. I always thought that everything would all just fall into place and I would go away for a while to travel Britain if not the world. But it hasn't and I am still sitting on the sofa with a laptop writing about it.

After today some things will have to change. I need to do more than just sitting around on my computer all day so I will have to push myself again, I will check the to do list for more ideas. I need to do some inspiring things, maybe watch some inspirational YouTube videos and do some doodle quotes to stick on my wall. I need to start pulling myself out of this tiny little depression that I have relapsed into.

Tomorrow (when I have time) I will go through my week and write down lots of new things to do to keep me busy. I will get over this!

That's all for now.

Bye.