Pen Pal's

Hi,

My depressed state of being is taking over again. I can feel the colours slipping away.

So I need help. I don't want to go back to the doctor so I Google support groups and therapists. Nothing in my area that doesn't cost an arm and a leg. But I find pen pals a popular thing.

I joined two sites and a Tumbler page yesterday and tonight. I have had one reply and I hope this will give me something outward to focus on and someone to talk to. I haven't really told anyone but I'm not exactly hiding it either, I just haven't really thought of it till now.

I bought blue hair die the other day and since it is on my To Do list I will ask my boss later in the week if it would be a problem to go all blue haired and punky. I hope for better success with my mental optimism stuff.

That's all for now.

Bye.