Rambling about dancing in my underwear and Doctor Who.

Hello,

I worked hard today, not only did I try really hard to do well at work, I was also trying to be more 'out there' and sociable and Not get depressed again! So, I think I did pretty well. I served some customers and I washed up (a lot) and then when I got home I went for a walk with dad and talked and laughed and things.

Yesterday after I had written about how I was slipping back to the depression and stuff. I talked to my Dad and ended up crying. although this is not a big thing for most girls, it is for me. I don't cry very much and I don't like talking about my feelings either, so to do both in one night is pretty impressive don't you think? After that I listened to Alanis Morissette and danced around in my underwear. (not a pretty sight)

Today I brought myself some toothpaste to take on my adventure (I will now refer to the NLP course as 'The Adventure') and I have almost finished packing. On Monday and Tuesday I will sort the rest out.

I am feeling nervous at last. I knew it would happen some time but I was hoping to save my nerves for the train journey. I am shitting myself nervous about my adventure and I am studiously not complaining to anyone. I haven't even mentioned it. (Be strong!)     

Doctor who will be on soon, so of course I am ridiculously excited. Doctor who is one of the only things everyone in my family actually likes. I can hear my sisters squeaking about it in the background along with M's typewriter. She wants to be a poet and story writer so she spends most of her time typing on an old typewriter she somehow got/stole from Dad. Mum is putting the chickens to bed, which is a task that mostly consists of shoving there feathery asses into the nest boxes and waiting for them to settle down. Only joking, she waits for them to go to bed and then just closes the door. she is a nice crazy hippie.

My brother is playing with some figurine fantasy characters and shouting, so every thing is normal here.

I don't really have many important things to say tonight so I just rambled on and on and on. Sorry.

Bye.