Depression and To Do Lists

Hello,

It's funny when you realise that you aren't as ok as you thought you were. It makes you feel like a deflating balloon. I realised today that I am slipping back into the dark holds of depression once again. (Dramatic huh?) And that I need to do something about it.

So I stopped obsessively watching movies and I'm going to limit my time on my laptop. I will still post a lot on this blog, I will just spend less time Googling things etc. So I am redoubling my efforts to stay happy and vibrant. Depression isn't like sadness, for me, it is more like total apathy, to everything. So I will try desperately not to let it happen again. My family are all supportive of course and I will be doing my NLP thing in a few days (I leave on Wednesday and get back on Sunday) so I have an adventure to look forward to. I have never done anything like this before.

Due to my obsessive Googling I decided to Google bucket lists, because they are always inspiring. And of course, (being an unoriginal teenager, raised on rip offs because there is nothing new left to invent,) I decided to make one too. I decided though, that bucket lists are better off for people who are dying or want to do the things on their list 'at some point' in their life time, rather than right now. So when I discovered that there are 'things to do before you are (insert age here)' lists  I knew that was more along the lines of what I wanted to do.

So here is my 'To Do List' which I will attempt to complete before your very eyes. I will post it on a separate page so you can see it easily and mark the things I complete as I go. Meanwhile giving you a play by play of all the crazy things I want to do. It may take some time but I will complete it in the end.

Here is a link to the page with my list on it if you can't be bothered to click the 'To Do List' page at the top.

http://howtobeahumangirl.blogspot.co.uk/p/to-do-list.html

Bye.